Loneliness Adores Me Eternally

Busy Day

2009-05-28T21:34:00.003+08:00

Wednesday

2day is a memorable day indeed
the first time in my life that i have to study the entire day
yes the entire day from 8 in the morning to 5 in the afternoon
this is the first time but in the future
according to my friends who started at January
their timetable is like this every single day
oops did i just say every single day?
Nooooooo!!
suffering have just begun

2day from 8 to 5 i have to attend 3 classes in total
all is Mr raj class which is fun and enjoying
but still i cant imagine myself studying for that long
without feeling sleepy and tired
well anyway have to get used to it
since i will be enjoying my remaining days
attending classes similar to this

finally its afternoon break
my friend kugan suggest we rush to McDonald at sunway pyramid
for a mcvalue meal and rush ourself back
its okay to me since i havent have mcdonald for a long time
so off we go to sunway pyramid in kugan car while listening to akon songs
seems that kugan love the singer so much
that he have a lot of Cd's which contain akon songs
so we got there found a parking lot and straight to McDonald we go
i have my usual Fillet Fish Burger Set
we took our time eating and talking
until we forgotten the time and found out we were late
so we rushed our ass back to class as fast ass we could
and luckily Mr raj did not notice that we are gone for quite some time
so we continued our classes until 5 o clock

as usual i walked myself to sunway pyramid again
to ride the U62 bus back to Klang
was freaking tired
so i practically dragged myself to the bus station
and dragged myself to my mums office after i reach Klang bus station
it was a hot and boring and tiring day
din even meet a single of my friend today
maybe i just dont have the luck

go home after mum finish her work
bath myself and well preparing myself for the barcelona and manchester united match
which i will be watching on the internet LIVE
was hoping that manchester united will win
but got a hunch that barcelona will win todays match
so i did hope put too much faith towards man utd
so in the end i went to sleep after 1st half
after eto scored a goal that look like a fall and a kick
sleep time!

~Jason aka Jesper~
I Will Change The Style I Write And The Way i Behave
Behold The New Chia

Wonderful Day

2009-05-27T21:19:00.004+08:00

Tuesday

woke up damn early 2day for no reason
maybe its just me or i am thinking about too much things
anyway got class today go get prepared la

quite boring la my life
nothing special and wonderful for me to say about it
was wishing someone who really understand me to talk with me
but i guess no one like that really exist does it
2day life was really dull
i enjoy Mr. raj class
he is a wonderful lecturer
judging by the way he talks u will never thought that he is a lecturer
he is charming and wonderful lecturer
well of course better than my other lecturer
Mr. Cheah
he is old and experienced but the way he teaches us is like teaching
kindergarden which i really hates
and the way he likes to talks to himself as if the entire class does not exists
i hate him to my core i can teach better than him

after class as usual
went to rock cafe with my classmates
and enjoy watching people playing games
especially left 4 dead and dota
2day i manage to see pros playing dota
the teamwork and skill displayed make me watching in awe
after watching i walked myself to sunway pryamid again
while walking was wondering why i felt so alone
well i guess its normal when u feel alone u started to think about ur friends
got to sunway pryamid bus station and waited for the usual bus, U62
and after half an hour the bus arrived and i fall asleep in thee bus because i am too damn tired

the wonderful things happened while i was in the bus sleeping
i think i heard a very familiar sound ringing in my head
i thought i heard ying ying voice
but i think i was dreaming while sleeping so dont care la
after i reached klang i dont think got see her get down the bus
so i think i really just dreamed la
but anyway it was a good dream cause miss her so much
of course with all of my form5 classmates

went to teach tuition at taman selatan
before that drop by eduardo house to pick up something(Porn?nope just external hard disk and some study information)
and then rush to teach tuition
somehow i just love maths
nothing excites me more thn maths
i think i wan go get master in maths la...lolx
joking la

after finish teaching tuition i went home
rest my tired body and soul
wanted to chat with friend but somehow all of them not available
i understand them la
they got a lot assignment and presentation and deadline to meet
i sure got chance to chat with them de
hope we just dont lost contact
feeling lonely and alone is nothing to me
since i am already gotten used to it
i am not afraid of it anymore
since i go to school alone, eat alone, sms alone and well go home alone
blek!!

~Jason aka Jesper~
Cherish The Life We Have With Everything We Have
Reply Me Le At Least Let Me Know U Exist

Another Normal Monday

2009-05-26T22:01:00.002+08:00

Its monday and its a schooling day
its my first monday with classes since i started college
wow....worth to celebrate
nothing much actually
as usual i woke up early
and prepared to go campus

my morning and afternoon class was canceled
but still i went to school to use the internet and library service
was there from morning till noon
was blogging there as well
hehe..
feel no indifference when i blog at home
i saw minjia when i was blogging
guess she din notice me la
she was hanging around with her friends
she was wearing a all black sexy outfit
which well makes her look better

after blogging i was goofing around
after it reach noon i walked into my class
and ate my breakfast and lunch
a nice bread with cream cheese
quite nice and worth it

class was boring as usual
nothing much i can say about my classes
got one step closer to my classmates
after class i walk myself to sunway pryamid to take the u62 bus
was hoping with all my heart to see her once but end up sleeping
aiya wont meet her also de la no fate between us

go to office and waited to go home
went back to home rested quite a while
played around and goof around
watch movie and series(NCIS) at 8tv
disturb friends who are busy doing assignment and stuff
and went to bed soon after
sms-ed that person before sleep
and hoping when i wake up the next day i would see the reply i hoped for
for now its all la
sleep...wish...hope...dreams come true~~

~Jason aka Jesper~
Once In A While Dreams Do Come True~~

Sincere Apologies

2009-05-25T11:39:00.000+08:00

paiseh to all reader if there is any
long time din post anything on the blog jorr
very very lazy la..cant blame me
so 2day post one more la

Sunday

Woke up early as usual
and continue downloading adobe photoshop cs4 for eduardo
while waiting for him to come and fetch me to watch movie
actually i have no idea what movie are we watching until we reach aeon
saturday night eduardo sms me that he will come at 11 o clock
but he did not appear and did not answer his phone and reply my msg
turns out he slept late yesterday night and cant wake up on time
luckily he woke up minutes later and rush to fetch me to go aeon bukit tinggi
we met kenny and junchee in front of G2K
long time din meet them jorr haha
kenny - still dating with her girlfriend, still going strong and still good looking?
junchee - still looks very gayish but at least he is not that actually gay
eduardo - walao i see him almost every week nothing to talk about him also
but that he has turn out whiter than usual la and he is quite proud about it

our movie of the day is non other that the " Night in the museum 2 "
it is very good movie continuing from " Night in the museum "
the story revolves around the former night guard turned entrepreneur
who is currently the ceo of a important company who in the end
heads toward an adventure to save his former friends ( all are just historical monument bought to life by a stone tablet)
its an amazing story which i strongly suggest couples to watch
i felt gay cause i watched it with my friends who are all guys
Kenny felt guilty for not watching with his girlfriend and vows to bring her to watch it again
i like the thinker and Abraham Lincoln of this movie
hehe go find out yourself why la....haha
after the movie we went back

eduardo come to my house to get back his external hard disk
and tried to install the photoshop cs4 which eventually completes its downloading
while i was away watching movie
we tried it and eventually fails
after a quick snack cooked by my mum
he went back to his home to rest cause he is very very tired
after he left i continue my effort to complete the photoshop cs4
and eventually completes
all thanks to hard work and information provided by the world wide web
played left 4 dead for a while
and went blog surfing which lead me to feeling guilty for not posting
haha

The End

Currently still thinking hard about switching courses
if any of you readers have any opinion
by all means please leave a comments

~Jasonz aka Jesper~
First Blog in Campus
And Feels No Indifference

Late Post #2

2009-05-21T12:16:00.000+08:00

Saturday, 16th May

Woke up early due to my habit of waking up early
spend most of my time reading blog and enjoying manga
i enjoy a manga which i found recently through my favourite
manga website aka Onemanga
the manga i am currently watching is
Katekyo Hitman Reborn
it is a manga which revolves around the life of
a cute innocent boy who turn out to be the next
leader of the mafia gang and how his home tutor aka
the best hitman in the world,Reborn teach him the ways of the mafia
and of course expands the current leader family members
This manga website updates all translated manga ASAP
feel welcome to enjoy amazing manga such as
Bleach,Naruto,D-Gray Man,AirGear

and yesh
i sat in front of the pc for quite a long time
i think nearly to 12 hours
watched from eduardo poh poh kicap external hard disk copies in my hard disk
some epic movies from steven chow
u cant say no to his movie la
i mean he really make his character shines
with his face of course how else do you think he makes money?
he dont sell his ass what if u get what i mean

nite falls
and eduardo say its time to play balls again
waited for him to arrive while i watched my bro torture
some low levels bosses of Devil May Cry 4
Dante - Handsome and Mean Fighting Machine
Nero - Sound like Some Disk Burning Programmes and have Disigured Arm
Kyrie - U Are Ugly Bitch. See How Tifa Look Like And Compare Yourself To the Mirror
eduardo came and we go fetch clementina
while on the way there
clementina explained to us his theory of beautifullness aka the tifalogy?
he said girls in this world will envy tifa lockheart
cause she have the most fanstastic face and body figure
and how boys intend to compare their girlfriend with tifa
gosh i wished i lived in the same world as tifa
piece of advice guys
NEVER bring your girlfriend to watch final fantasy movie which includes
TIFA LOCKHEART , unless u wan to earn yourself some buddha god slap on your face

Play ball
saw some of the form 6 fellas
taihaw - OMG u cut your hair and so much handsome le....almost cant recognise you ady
teck - walao so handsome jorr with those cute little short hair~~
after playing a few intensive matches
we went to the mamak store for some chit chat time
oh p/s parkland is a ideal basketball paradise and also malaysia greatest public open air toilet
chit chat with the guys and then head off to guanzhen house to get the external hard disk
which he eventually forgets to bring
and saw how he immitade the tank in left 4 dead
push away his sister...wow...epic damage
and how his rabbit died due to shock from continuous car alarm
when he was away for 4 days
and what remains in the rabbit cage was hehe a cat
poor cat was stuck inside the cage le...wanted to ask why was it there
but poh wanted to go home so byebye
save it for next time

went home and found out dad havent sleep
he was watching riddick
wow epic movie by vin diesel
cant help it so i took a quick shower and quickly
prepare myself to continue to the movie
it was amazing
but still compared to his recent movie
fast and furious 4
he put on a lot of weight le
nevermind la
the show finished fast
sms someone important to me
a goodnite message and asked how was the person doing
and

THE END

~Jasonz aka Jesper~
Confused about my future career
anyone gimme some advice please
p/s NEVER watch dragonball movie it SUCKS

Late Post #1

2009-05-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

For your information
i was very busy and most importantly LAZY
so i did not spend my time to blog
so now i will repost my previous post la
to make you guys happy

Friday 15th May

Yesh
2day is a very important day
yes
its test time
woke up very early 2day
prepared myself like usual
and off i go to campus via ktm
was hoping i meet someone i would like to meet
but old god loves to give me surprise
and i end up meeting nobody
when i reach there
it was still early
lepak around with kawan
then off i go into the battlefield
first off is for T1
was quite easy
and almost wanna kill myself cause i seen the question before
yesh
it appear in yuen zhen aka nicole paper
that she gave me
aiks nevermind la
gone already cannot say anything
T2 summary = SUCKS
after exam
very frustating
go to sunway pyramid
and see angels & demon
it is a very nice movie
enjoyed it very much
of course together with illegal mcdonald mcvalue meals
cant blame
awesome price and awesome lunch
what more can you wish for
*p/s the girl sitting behind me while in the movie
was very very very very cute and beautiful
yaya...hehe my coursemate lai de
after movie went back to mum office spend a few hour thr
and then go home la

after dinner and online for a while
off to parklands
played basketball with my friends
quite fun and physically challenging
obviously i have put on some weight
and cant seem to shed them off
after basketball went to get something to drink
with them at a mamak store nearby bukit tinggi
then went home early
due to my condition as cinderella man
i got very strict curfews

done

~Jasonz aka Jesper~
Never Comment About My Attitude
It Will Get Yourself Killed
=P

Boring la

2009-05-14T21:53:00.000+08:00

was enjoying a wonderful dream
dreaming i was dating with a wonderful girl
it seems so real
and the sense was almost to its climax when suddenly
my dream burst
my mum was calling me to wake up
i take a look at my trusty clock aka handphone
and was that i was just 7 in he morning
i told her no class la
i wan sleep

issh
sunway college ingenius way of teaching student how to relax
u dont have classes everday
so u dont have to go to campus everyday
and u dont have proper class also
sometimes our timetable clashes with our senior
so we will have a lecturer war
to decide who stays and who leaves
and we always loses
why?
cause our lecturer are all guys
and out opponent is man greatest weakness
female lecturers
we saw once that a female lecturer cried and we lost
WHAT THE FUCK!!
so thats life

woke up sloppy and dreamy
ate breakfast in front of pc while watching yakitate japan!
a nice anime which teaches u
unrealistic ways to bake bread
which cannot be applied in real life
seen a glowing bread or a bread that will send to heaven?
after finishing my breakfast
go blogsurfing
i enjoy my best friend blog the most
eduardo poh poh kicap
after that continue gaming

i was totally bored during afternoon
u have no idea how bored i am
i was sitting in front of the pc
doing probably nothing
did everything i could
but seems meaningless
sms-ed someone i miss
but no replies at all la
got used to it ady so it is nothing
was hoping someone would chat with me through any media

after that my life was like
time thats has stopped permanently
meaningless
and filled with loneliness
but luckily i still have reason to stay alive
2ml is my big day my exam
so i am studying while blogging
quite fun la
and chatting with ahboon and ahteng
while waiting for her to online
well i guess it is a fruitless wait
anyway
blog 2ml la

~jason aka jesper~
sorry guys
my life is that boring
"if you already know u are going to die anyway,
then why do u still decide to be born into this world"
quoted by someone in a movie
lolx~~

Blue?Wad The Hell

2009-05-13T21:28:00.000+08:00

was doing homework while suddenly
ying ying called me
it was around 11
she ask me somethings and thn i continue my homework
she wan me teman her ktm since i 2ml got class so nvm la

woke up 5 in the morning
prepared to go school
thn dad fetch me to ktm station at teluk gadong
ying sms-ed me she will be late and she will be taking the next train
so i continue my sleep
and wake up to notice that it just rain at subang
and i was lucky enough to reach thr after it rain

take bus mini number 66
to sunway college to attend my 8 o clock classes
reached thr quite early
and saw my lecurer
mr cheah
he is quite old and very boring man
the way he teaches T1 is very very outdated
and we kinda dont like him

my friends Kugan was pissed off again
when our dear lecturer started his daily ritual
confusing us with his nonsense
so they started to talk crap when suddenly i heard
a very familiar word
Kugan friday remember bring the BLUE
OMFG
they was talking abt pornography
they was discussing abt sex clip and stuff
and decided to trade website and cds
on friday which is our big day
our progress test 2 which determine our fate
fail progress test 2 and u are barred from final exam

during break they was so buzy discussing
actually only 2 was talking abt BLUE
when suddenly our class rep
izzat aka issac who looks like a decent malay
started to follow them talk and discuss
i felt a bit disgusted
and they go on talking and discusing abt it until class ends
a quick question to all
is pornography that good to watch(to men)
truth is
i was brought up in a old fashion family
so sex and pornography is a TABOO
and we DONT EVER talk abt it

after class we have a quick lunch
discuss abt class stuff
and also some games
especially left 4 dead
quite an interesting game
i kinda enjoy it
haha....try playing it for anyone with high pc specs
i think u will fall addicted to it soon

form 6 life started already
to all my form 6 friend
this is not a drill
i repeat this is not a drill
please study as hard as possible to obtain a wonderful result
for your stpm
for a better future
love ya all
especially S4 Piggies!!

~Jason aka Jesper~
was walking in the rain
while enjoying loneliness within
friends where are u guys hiding?

Yeah I Passed!!

2009-05-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

Today woke up damn early
got into the bathroom and wash myself up
was called a wacko for practising driving without a car
yes
today is a big day
i went for my first ever driving test
was damn nervous as i slowly waited for my friend(my car instructor)
made friend with him
seems that we have something in common
which is we are games freak
he was damn late and we took off to fetch other people who are taking the test with me
we reach there the earliest
no people were there
lucky i saw some old amali and undang mates there
Tan Jia Min(Kwang Hua Senior)
chit chat with him while waiting for the examiners to call me
i was scared to shit when they called me first
WHAT THE FISH AH
i was the first for on the road test aka the 2nd hardest test
so i went and follow the lady examiner
we got near to the car she selected and when i was going to go in
she said a very cool verse
Ini Kereta Tiada Radio
Aku Tak Mau
Tukar Yang Lain
Jangan Peduli Mereka
so we got into another car and she was like
Start Kereta
Panas La
Aircond Kasi Maximum
then we started the test
i was mocking her deep inside
i was damn nervous and she directed all aircond towards my hand
i was on the verge of dying and she just gave me a helping hand
but luckily i passed but she still grumble
Kau Ah Pandu Laju Sikit La
Macam Ini Ah Siput pun Cepat Daripada U
was relieved and then chit chat and passed my Bukit Parking and 3 Point Turn
then waited for the form and voila p license on the way!!
thanks to all people who fetch me before
especially ahpoh kaikai haw nam and kwanwei
very very thank you
arigato!!

~jason aka Jesper~
Walao..late one day also wan complaint
no people ask u wait also
Milk Loverz Unite!!

Winter In Malaysia??

2009-05-11T11:52:00.000+08:00

today was a lovely day to celebrate mother's day
it was peaceful,calm and harmony
until then the sun wakes up
and shine his fury onto the little blue planet earth
one word to summarize this weather
HOT

this is just early May man
and it is hot like an oven
the ray itself who once provides us with life
became a life threatening source
hot hot hot hot
even the air conditioner cant cool me down
aw~~
i wish tat there was a magical lamp
and i will make a wish
lets have winter in malaysia
at least we don't have to be suffering in a desert condition
hahaha
but lets suffer in cold harsh winter
=p why not?try something new mah

anyway to all the mothers in the world
happy mother's day
god bless all mothers in the
blessing them with good health,happiness and prosperity
and that all children
will learn to appreciate their mother sacrifice and love
HAPPY MOTHER DAY

~Jasonz a.k.a Jesper~
Bathroom counter: 16
Bath Counter: 4
Love Counter: Limitless(Not towards guys okay?)

Yeah!!Finally!!

2009-05-09T18:08:00.000+08:00

Finally!! After a long gruesome month i fianlly gave birth to my new blog L.A.M.E
So what if it is lame
haha
will upload more post later onwards
but for the meantime
this is all i can give
erm if u are expecting my pic or what so ever
i got a word for u
DREAM ON
haha....
i dont think i will post on my pic kua....
except one la i guess....
i not handsome also later u see jorr i scare u faint la
so for safety and health concern
i decided not to post my pic for the meantime
i think i hafta introduce myself eventhough i written it out ady
but some of u guys are lazy

i am jason
u can call me ahchia(Secondary Schoolmates ONLY!!)
my age ah...born 1991..do ur own maths
B.O.D...walao.....
go see urself la...i also lazy type
haha....

tats all for 2day
i guess
i try to make it a daily blog la...
hope so...
anyway
byebye

~Jasonz a.k.a Jesper~
I am starting to love myself
and of course someone!
DREAM ON!!